I don\'t really know what that is anymore. I thought a traditional country manly man, who would allow me the pleasures of being a woman. Not sure a traditional country man is out there anymore. Someone who wants to spend time with me and doing what I like and not trying to change me and make me fake enjoyment in all areas, food, movies, music, you name it. I\'m tired of faking it just to get along. I\'m a people pleasure and hate conflict. Someone who is calm and relaxed, but not so relaxed that they take zero initiative. I need someone who is confident and willing to take control when necessary, but who rather be an equal. I need someone who will allow me to be the weaker when I need to be weak. I hate being the responsible strong one all the time. I don\'t want to be \"taken care of\", but I also don\'t want to be taken for granted and neglected. I need someone who will be honest even if it hurts. I need ongoing communication. Loyalty is a must and will be a deal breaker. Stealing and illegal activities will not be tolerated. Someone who like respectful public displays of affection like hand holding, or arm around shoulder at church. Hugs and kisses are just as important. Someone who bathes regularly, has good teeth and clean breath. Someone who doesn\'t chew or smoke (how can you kiss that). I don\'t know. It\'s been a long time since I\'ve even thought about what I want.